What inspired me in this song was my affection for Luccas. In a moment when I wasn't well, he was like a light that made my life better, and, for me, his existence makes the world a better place. However, even though I spent months anxious about the gaps he left, wondering if he hated me, and still, continuing to be there for him, he chose to allow himself with another guy. When I confessed my feelings to him, he told me yes, that he didn't want a relationship, and that there was someone in his heart he was trying to overcome. I tried to respect that, but I didn't want to give up on him; so, from December to July, I kept confessing. In January, I even tried to meet him, but he said he had acne and declined. After that, I chose to wait for him, but he chose someone else. Day by day, I wish he were with me, although the most important thing for me is that he is well. At the same time, I'm in an internal war between anger and frustration for being rejected by him and the love I felt. I loved his way and essence, but he told me he didn't like his own essence. I want to express this: that I keep choosing to love him, even allowing myself to meet other people, and that I would give up anything for him; that I wish he is well and achieves his dreams. I want to convey the preciousness he is to me.